busy, busy
It seems like it’s been so long since I last had time to write. The boys are just so amazing right now, I spend most of my time engaging them in play and watching them learn about themselves and the world. One thing I’ve noticed is that every time Logan has a fussy couple of days, on the other side of it he get easier. The fussy times are trying but I’m learning to trust him. I don’t feel like I need to set a schedule and try and control these little guys because they seem to be working it all out on their own in great ways.
I realized this week that I am depressed. Postpartum? Just “in general being a new stay at home mom with two babies”? I don’t know but I do know that I need to do some things to make me feel better, to spend time with friends, get out of the house more, etc. Last Friday I was an emotional mess, crying constantly, only to realize I hadn’t left the house since the previous Sunday. I have so many neat things going on and yet I don’t want to get out of bed some days. Definitely no good. So things are in motion to improve and I’ll see if I need to mention it to my doctor at next week’s yearly appointment.
Took the boys to a friend’s house on Lake Travis on Sunday where they spent their longest day outdoors. It was wonderful and they stayed very entertained. We dipped their toes in the lake and let them feel the cold water. Every new experience they have is a new experience for me as a mom.
The twins are noticing each other and seem to be trying to communicate. They look into each other’s eyes and smile and yesterday their was all kinds of coo-s, raspberries, and various sounds exchanged as they sat and looked face to face. Probably the most exciting thing for me right now is watching these two little people realize there is another baby in the house and what that can mean for them.
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