reality settles in
There is no words to explain what it is like to be having a meeting or participating in an interview and feel two little lives moving around inside of you. Every time I feel the boys I am overwhelmed with giggles and joy. And having to keep focused on a serious conversation during this only makes it all the funnier. I knew this would be an exciting point in the pregnancy but I don’t think you can ever really know until you experience it. They are much more obvious now as they get bigger and I can actually see my belly move sometimes. And it’s only 23 weeks!
There are still moments when I am able to forget that I am carrying them. And then moments when I can’t get comfortable and feel miserable. Those moments not last long though, not for me anyway. I realize pregnancy is not the same for every woman. I am loving it. I honestly enjoy being pregnant.
I have had one instance of suddenly realizing what I have taken on and viewing the experience from my childlike eyes of many years ago, I was filled with pure terror and thoughts of “what have I done? what am I doing? how can I do this?” A healthy fear would be a good phrase for this. I am aware that everything is changing in a way that I can’t even fathom. What a strange choice to make…To choose to walk into the unknown, to be driven towards a new life and new experiences without being able to comprehend how you will do it. This is one of our legacies as humans.
I’m supposed to be having me 2 hours of laying down now so I should get off the computer and go read a book or take a nap. It’s rough being a queen!
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